#Cause you were all i looked up to. Now i can't even look at you..
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âCaleb?â
âWhat is it, pipsqueak?â
âHave you ever kissed someone?â
You asked him out of the blue while munching on the snack he bought for you. Seated on the stairs at the front of the store. The wind's cold. A telltale sign of the night to come. The skies are purplish with hues of orange and red. The can of soda sweats with condensation. Leaving a imprint of it on the concrete floor.
âWhat about it, pipsqueak?â
Caleb brows furrow at the sudden question. You were both in high school and neither of the romance stuff were discussed except when you both watched a romance drama that aired on the evening. He didn't even know you were interested.
âNo. I mean that's normal. You're popular with girls and I know you must kissed one of them right? Riiight?â
Absentmindedly crinkling a wrapper of the candy and Caleb can hear the crunch of the packaging. A amused laugh escaped Caleb's lips. Turning his body to face you and resting his jaw to his palm. His elbow leaning on his knees.
He stares at your side profile. Studying how your eyelashes flutter and the dimple surfacing on your round cheek. A small pout in your plump lips.
âI haven't kissed anyone, pipsqueak.â
âFor real? Nah, you're kidding me.â
Caleb's smile grew wider when you whipped your head to see if he was really serious. Your face scrunched up while you eye him suspiciously.
It was the truth. He gets it. He was Mr. Popular among his peers and there's the endless stream of girls who tried to get on his good graces. However he can't bring himself to like the attention. Sure, it was good that he can count on them and he knows you're going to be cool about it but it feels wrong.
âI'm not interested, pipsqueak.â Caleb assures you. Patting your head in a affectionate manner like he always did. His palm hold your round cheek. Caressing the skin with his thumb and his aura gets serious all of a sudden. âWhat made you ask me that kind of question?â
âA classmate asked me if you have a girlfriend and then if you did the lovey-dovey stuff with a girl. I told her I don't know and....â Your eyes squint for a little bit. The gears in your head turning. ââ that's why I asked you about it.â You explained.
Caleb pinched your cheek. If Caleb wants to be honest with you right now. He will say he wants to kiss you, first. His eyes landing on your lips. He fought the urge to run his thumb in your lips for he might regret what he's about to do next. It's to kiss you. Taste the sweetness of the candy in your lips and feel the softness of your lips that will linger for days to come.
Caleb wants you, needs you to be his firsts. It's the way it is most special cause he shared it with you and he knows you're inexperienced too and what's better to be each other's firsts, if you'll allow it.
âPipsqueak, do you want to be kissed?â His voice suddenly serious. The streetlight casting a glow behind them and from the angle where you look at him. Caleb's expression grew darker. The knowledge that you're going to be kissed someone that is not him â brings a pain that he can never recover.
âSomeday, Caleb. Someday.â You mutter and Caleb smiles, cause that someday is the day when he will finally get to kiss you. A real kiss. Not the indirect kisses from having to share cans of soda or tasting another one's food. You didn't even know that.
Caleb and you stayed for a bit. Watching as nightfall envelops the whole city. Contented at the peace and quiet with the conversation gone in your mind except for Caleb who burned the memory. He's contented for now.
He can be patient towards you and when the time comes, it's not only a kiss from you but the whole you, body and soul.
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Home đ°àŸàœČ C. Sturniolo
"What are you doing? It's one am and I can hear your keyboard clacking from downstairs."
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Waking up at 1 am, alone, was something Chris was not used to and didn't like.
Usually, Bun would be wrapped up in his arms, her body molding itself into his. So to say he was confused by her absence would be an understatement.
"The fuck is she?'' He grumbles to himself as he crawls out of bed, slipping on his slides and sluggishly walking out of the room. He rubs his eyes and yawns, making his way up the stairs. To his surprise, he sees Matt fast asleep on the couch, holding Doll's favorite stuffed animal.
A penguin.
He only knows it's her favorite due to her attachment to it, the girl refusing for it to be anywhere but the bed right next to Mr. Wrinkleton. This was a clear sign that the girls were in Matt's room doing who knows what.
With a soft grunt, he makes his way to the bedroom, knocking twice on the door before peeking his head in. He planned on being playfully irritated, the idea of sleepily scolding the girls for staying up late and spending time with each other funny to him. However, when he sees Bunny fast asleep, still in her leotard from practice, he can't find it in himself to even joke.
His eyes cast over to Doll whose sitting at Matt's desk, fingers flying across the keyboard as she types in vigor. At the sound of the door opening, her eyes dart over to Chris, squinting at him.
"What are you doing?"
"What are you doing? It's one am and I can hear your keyboard clacking from downstairs." They both knew he was lying, but Doll was too confused by his statement of the time.
"It's 1 am?" Chris nods and rubs his eyes once more. "Yup, and I'm here to retrieve my girlfriend since you held her hostage and kicked Matt out the room. He's asleep on the couch by the way, curled up with that hot penguin."
"Did you just call a stuffed animal hot?"
Chris rolls his eyes and walks further into the room, moving towards the sleeping girl on the bed. "No, you goof. I'm not calling a stuffed animal hot, it's one of those special ones you throw in the microwave so it gets hot. Stop trying to make me sound like a freak." Doll flicks him off before saving whatever is on her laptop, and standing up.
Chris smiles softly as he looks down at Bunny, carefully lifting her up into his arms. She stirs in her sleep but doesn't wake up, snuggling into Chris and holding him softly.
Chris and Doll walk out of the bedroom, Chris throwing a small 'goodnight' towards Doll as she gently shakes Matt awake.
The couple enters Chris's room, the boy laying Bunny down gently on the bed. He looks down at her baby pink leotard and sighs, already walking over to his closet.
As he shuffles around in the closet, Bun slowly begins to wake up, stretching and blinking softly as she looks around the room.
"Chris?" she voices softly, causing Chris to turn around. He walks closer with an oversized shirt in hand, motioning her to sit up. She grumbles as she does so, looking up at Chris with sleepy eyes.
"M'tired."
He chuckles softly and begins taking her leotard and tights off, not even caring that she's now naked in front of him. "I know, you were knocked out when I grabbed you from Matt n' Doll."
He slides the shirt over her head, helping her put it on. Once she's all dressed, he kisses her forehead and lays down with her, pulling her close and sighing out in contentment.
"M'sorry."
"F'what?"
She yawns softly before tilting her head to look up at him, "for not being in bed with you... I know you can't sleep without me, or at least you prefer not to."
He knows there's truth in her words, all he can do is pull her even closer. He plants a firm yet soft kiss on her lips, mumbling against them.
"Because you're home to me."
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thinking about Eddie being so eager to kiss you all the time and he just gets a little too excited sometimes a little too rough and you bump into something and he cradles you while you giggle cause he can't stop smiling into his kisses
And sure maybe it's a little awkward and teeth knock against each other and he catches your lip in his teeth a little too hard but it's okay cause you're deliriously happy
And it's not about getting to the sex (not all the time anyways) but he's just so happy to have found a safe place to land and he's enthusiastic that he found someone who wants to kiss him just as much as he wants to kiss you
And this time he's not too much and his feelings aren't too big and he doesn't need to tone it down cause you're his person and he's yours
Okay bye ily
mouse. mouse get the fuck back here. MOUSE DONT LEAVE ME LIKE THIS
he's just so happy to have a safe place to land and this time he's not too much and his feelings aren't too big were daggers straight to my heart you come back here right now before i actually bleed out from needing this man so badly.
no but thats exactly it. eddie has spent so long jumping and toeing that line of either trying to cram himself into this bite-sized shape for the ones around him, and just exploding and pretending he doesn't give a fuck that he will never fit into anyone's cup of tea so he'll just make himself even larger, that when you enter his life he just doesnt know what to do about it.
because he starts with his regular tricks of being so over the top, so unbearable, and all you're doing is laughing and entertaining his antics. even playing along at times. and so he retracts a little, turning back into a quiet boy who will shrivel up until he's invisible or easy to love (whichever comes first). but then that doesn't work - and to be truthful, he doesn't even know what his mind's end goal is here because why is he trying to push you away so desperately? - and he's just at a loss. you want him on the thundering days, where he makes his grey clouds everyone's problem and all his lightning is blinding and sporadic. you want him on the quiet days, where the downpour is no longer a roar but a soft drizzle, a bit more silent and a bit more bearable but still there. and he can't tell if it's a joke - he can't decipher if your kisses amidst his rambles are sincere, if you're actually smiling at his jokes because you like him or you're too polite to break his heart. he can't see through those gentle hands you use to caress back his wild hair to be sure that the softest of touches are really just you, or some strange gloves of care that you're only simply wearing for now.
and then one morning, he wakes up, and you're still there, awake before he is and just watching him with so much love. feather-light fingers taking their time tracing over his tattoo on his chest and arms, not noticing he's awake yet as you smile so serenely at him. you're looking at him in a way that he's never really gotten to experience so vulnerably before - like he isn't a nuisance, isn't a mistake. like the universe has so intentionally dropped him into your palms, and you're so aware of how delicate he can be below the surface. and he just breaks.
"i love you"
he'd blurt it out, the first time he's ever said those words to you. it almost feels like the first time he's said those words, period.
he's said them to wayne, in their own way, both a bit stiff in expressing affection and skirting around those words whenever they can for a simply ruffle of hair or unexpected side hugs. he'd said them to his mom, a young boy with shining eyes despite it all, looking at her like she was the world because she was his world.
and... well. that's it. he can count the number of times he's said those words on one hand, and now he's said them to you, and all he can hope is you handle them with as much care as you've handled him.
he hopes you can feel the weight of his heart pressing down on them.
and he thinks you do, when you startle a little, looking up to his lips where those rough words had just fallen from in a cracking tone, and you take your time in awarding him with a smile that could save lives. cure cancer, cure sadness, cure the end of the world even. every cliche possible.
"yeah?" you'd whisper back, and his heart skips a beat, terrified that the next words you say won't be what he needs to hear so desperately. but they are. because of course they are. you wouldn't have been watching him sleep in that way if they hadn't been on the tip of your tongue, "i love you."
not a crash landing, but a soft-padded decent. a slow fall with a cushion to prevent broken bones and more invisible scars.
he kisses you then the way he was going to kiss you every day going forward: pushing forward recklessly, teeth and noses bumping a little, smiles making it nearly impossible. he kisses you like he's coming home after a long day, because he is.
he's home. no boxes in sight to fit into, no cups that'll overflow from all the fizzling feelings pouring out of his chest. you've got him, and he's got you.
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Club Support(RenéeSlegersXKyraCooneyCrossXSlegersReader)
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Summary: you go to a Game to support your Mom and the team. One of the Girls Starts flirting with you without knowing who you are.
You sat in the friend and family section during the Game against Aston Villa. Your moms Team won 4-1. You were quite proud of your Mom. She was the new headcoach for Arsenal, which always happened to be your favorite Team. Altough you weren't doing anything Football related. You were a firefighter/EMT. You just turned 23 and enjoyed working out. You did Basketball as a hobby.
After the game you walked onto the field. Before you could approach your Mom a brunette showed up right in front of you.
"well hello. Who do we have here? You must have fallen from heaven cause you look like an Angel!" Kyra said with a Mix of flirting and trying to Joke. You giggled a little.
"Not am Angel. Just a firefighter & EMT." You explained. "And my Name is y/n!" You added on. Renée was watching the whole interaction from a few feet away, standing next to Steph & Leah.
"does she know she is flirting with your daughter?" Leah asked.
"nope! She wasn't there when y/n picked me up after practice last time! She was in with the Physio." Your mom answered.
"Oh little pest is in for an emotional Rollercoaster once she finds out." Steph replied with a soft chuckle escaping her lips. Both Leah & your Mom were laughing. You glanced over to them. Knowing exactly what they were laughing about.
You then return to look at Kyra who then proceeded to flirt asking if she can buy a calender of you dressed in your firefighter gear.
"you can't buy a calender but if you play your cards right i can make you one!"you told her, winking at her. The face she made when you said this was priceless and you weren't the only one thinking that cause now your Mom, Leah and Steph where joined by Lia, Alessia, Katie , Caitlin & Beth.
"oh this Is fun to watch!" Beth said. Alessia and the others couldn't help but agree.
"even as one of her best friends i have to agree with you!" Alessia answered.
"this Is comedy gold!" Katie stated.
"can i take you on a date then. Cause i am sure i can Play my cards right!" Kyra let you know.
"i love your confidence!" You answered. Waiting for a few seconds to add something to your statement. "I mean it's so bold of you to just ask me out and flirt with me while my Mom is around!" You let her know.
"where is your Mom?" She asked and looked around. "What does she look like?" Kyra wanted to know. Which was your moms queue to walk over. The Girls from her team where excited about this like it was Christmas Eve.
"i see you have met my daughter." Your mom said and smiled amused. Patting Kyras shoulder and hugging you. You hug her back.
"hi Mom!" You replied. Laughing at kyras face. She stared at the two of you, mouth wide open and her eyes looked like they were gonna fall out of her skull. She was brought back to the Moment by all the Girls laughing. Katie was bend over, hitting her knees with her fists. She absolutly lost it.
"oh pest this Is hilarious!" Steph said in between laughs. Kyra flipped her off, she was about to walk away in embarrassment but you stopped her, gently holding her arm.
"so about that Date? how about i take you out tonight? Or you could come to my place and i can cook for you!" You suggested.
"but Renée, i mean your Mom is my Coach..." She started but your mom interrupted her before things would get awkward again.
"my daughter is an adult. So are you! If you want to go on a date i am all for it as long as it doesn't affect your performance in a negative way!" Your mom told her.
"thank you! It won't!" Kyra said with a smile. You kissed her cheek.
"Take a shower and then meet me in the parking lot. I am taking you home with me right away for Dinner and a movie!" You told her. She walked past the girls, now she was the one grinning and the Girls looked quite impressed that she actually managed to get a date with you after that.
Didn't take long for you to get together and you went to almost every Game. When you weren't working of course. Wearing an Arsenal Jersey with cooney-cross written on the back of course.
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Simon taking care of a child with medical issues when her bio dad is a deadbeat (âżâĄâżâĄ)
I can just imagine Simon would be so good with a little girl who has type 1 diabetes. (There's a little bit of explaining of different medical terms so you're not left hanging) BUT TRUST ME HE WOULD BE SO GOOD FOR THE BOTH OF YOU
You had gotten pregnant with your little girl, Annabeth (Beth for short), a year after being married to Ethan. He seemed ready to be a dad, but once he found out Beth has diabetes, he cares for her less and less. He went to classes with you two, learned how to calculate her bolus (amount of insulin needed at meals) and basal (baseline amount of insulin for the day), but never did them properly. She'd end up with high blood sugars all day, sometimes getting ketones (breakdown of muscle in an attempt to breakdown sugar when there's no insulin) because he wouldn't give her the right amount of insulin. She'd puke and cry from how bad she felt, and he still wouldn't take care of her properly.
It would cause you to have to come home in the middle of work to give her the insulin he wouldn't, or if she got ketones, take her to the ER. You'd constantly get into arguments that would end with him going to the pub, and you crying. He wouldn't change, no matter how many times you explained that she could die from improper inulin dosage.
Other times, he'd give her too much, and her blood sugar would drop so low she could barely drink her juice. He'd call you, saying she's barely able to move, she's sweaty and the color from her face is drained, that she's crying, and he doesn't fucking know what to do.
The divorce ended with you having full custody, you allowing small visitations that are supervised. You can't trust he will take care of her how she needs.
NOW
When you start dating Simon, you explain to him why you got divorced, and how important your baby's health is. Even more so that she's so fragile. He assures you he's nothing like your ex-husband and would go strictly by your instruction if you allow him to be a part of her life.
The first few times he was around Beth, he payed close attention to how you took care of her. One time, at the park, Beth played a bit too hard, and her blood sugar dropped. You had 2 juices with you, but she went through those so fast. Once her blood sugar went back up, she played too hard again. Without telling you, he had already brought a few juices in his car. That was the first time he took care of her.
The second time was then you had asked him to pick up her prescriptions from the pharmacy. He waited for her insulin, but they only gave one vial. He explained to them that she uses two a month and that she needs the other one. They said that was all that was ready, so he waited 2 hours until the other one was ready.
What made up your mind was when you were called into work under an emergency, and you had no one to take care of Beth. You hadn't slept well the night before so when Simon offered to watch her, you hadn't thought to explain her dosage formula to him. It wasn't until the end of your shift that you realized and sped home (definitely going over the speed limit). Rushing through the door, you were greeted with the sight of Beth laying on Simon's chest, sound asleep. How was she not sick from no insulin?
"You told me her basal, so I gave her tha'"
oh
"What about the food she ate? Did she eat? What insulin did you give her?" You asked, extremely confused.
"I looked up no carb to low carb foods so I wouldn't have to worry about tha'. She had a cheese stick with some almonds and a lil bit of mashed blueberries with cinnamon mixed in, wasn't very hungry though so she didn't really finish it" he says softly, petting her hair, "told you I'd take care of her, mama"
oh
He really wasn't like her dad.
So, it wasn't really unreasonable when after she was put to bed, you pushed him to your bedroom and took care of him too.
(All of the information in this is coming from me, a type 1 diabetic. Everyone's diabetes is a little different, so this is based off of how mine affects me)
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May I please have a sugar cookie, #7, with candy cane and sprinkles? đđ
certainly (* ^ Ï ^)
order #7, sugar with sprinkles, candy cane
*à©â©â§âË assertive
summary: after seeing you rebound, he realizes he's not quite over you tropes: exes to lovers, hurt/comfort characters: trey additional info: romantic, gender neutral reader, reader is yuu, short and sweet
"I just don't like the way he's looking at them,"
Cater looks up from his cup, and the foam heart he was trying to snap a pic of melts into his latte.
"You can barely see his face. And you've said that like, three times," the ginger says. "You've barely even touched your mug. It's basically iced coffee now."
Trey finally looks at Cater, his neck sore from craning over his shoulder.
His mug is cold to the touch.
"I'm starting to think you only invited me here 'cause you knew the Prefect was coming. Like, ouch," Cater smiles.
Trey's face flushes red. "What! No, I-I just thought the shop had a good deal today,"
Cater rolls his eyes.
"As much as I love drama, this is lowkey sad," he says. "You need to move on, Trey. It's been months."
Trey knows he's right, which makes his observation hurt even more. He mumbles some poor excuse into his cup of lukewarm coffee, but he can't keep his eyes to himself for long.
"He definitely goes to RSA. I don't trust him," he mutters, eyeing the boy you're with.
"Che'nya goes to RSA, doesn't he?"
"Would you trust Che'nya with your ex?"
"Yeowch. Point taken," Cater smiles, stirring his untouched latte with a dainty spoon. "So, what are you gonna do about it?"
Trey hesitates. He would have loved to just... march over there and steal you away from that pompous bastard...
But he won't.
"Nothing,"
"Pfft," Cater snorts. "You need to be more assertive, man. Otherwise we're just stalking the Prefect. Yeah, that'll impress them."
"It's not about that!! And it's not stalking!"
Cater rolls his eyes and returns to his phone, the uninvited third wheel of every outing with him.
Still, his words bother Trey. That was the problem, wasn't it? He just wasn't... assertive.
He didn't take your side, or stand up for you. He wasn't there when you needed him most, the fool. That's why you dumped him.
If assertive is what you want...
Trey stands, surprising Cater to the point of putting his phone away, and he marches across the coffee shop, brow furrowed, arms firmly at his side. The RSA boy you're with sees him first, and then you.
"Trey? What are you-"
"You," he says, pointing right at the white-uniform wearing, silver-spoon sucking little bastard.
Your jaw drops. The boys' eyes widen (does he look familiar or what?) Cater pushes his chair out, as if preparing to intervene.
Trey takes a deep breath.
"You... you treat them right, do you hear me? Prefect is the sweetest person I know, and they deserve someone just as perfect! Listen to them, okay? Be the person they can rely on, they can trust... the person I- that I wasn't. Just- you'd better be a good boyfriend, or I'll make you regret it, alright?!"
Cater sits back down. Both you and the boy you're with seem to soften, more confused than concerned now.
Trey turns and marches back to his seat. "Let's go,"
The ginger grins and looks behind him. Trey follows his gaze, and it's... you.
"Did you follow me?" you demand. His face goes bright red.
"Uh... um, I... yes. But I only wanted to make sure you were okay. That's... all I've ever wanted,"
Cater gives him a double thumbs-up. You frown, and he mutters a quick "I'll go wait outside" before darting out the door. Trey's blush darkens to crimson.
"Listen, I'm really sorry I interrupted your date. I just wanted to make sure you were being taken care of, and-"
"Trey," you stop him. "I'm not on a date. And that's not my boyfriend."
Huh.
...What?
"Oh?"
You sigh, gesturing between the two. "Trey, Neige. Neige, Trey," and you lower your voice. "I'm here on Vil's behalf. Some movie thing."
Ohh. That makes sense. Trey's face only gets redder, if possible, and he clears his throat. "...My mistake,"
Your frown softens, and you sigh.
"You couldn't have known... and... thanks for worrying about me, I guess. Maybe next time we can talk in private?"
Next time. Trey's heart flutters at the promise, if he dare call it that, and he nods.
"A-ah, of course. Next time,"
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Little White Lies
Pairing: James Potter x Slytherin!Reader
Summary: Reader smells something that's vaguely familiar in the Amortentia but can't quite figure out who it is.
Warnings: Use of y/n twice
Wordcount: 1,149
A/n: Reg, Barty, Evan, and reader are all not friends with snape or mulciber
Hogwarts at spring was always your favorite. The bright sun warming your skin, lovely meadows dotted with flowers. Classes always seemed a little easier, everything just felt lighter.
You longingly stared out the window you were sat next to. Fingers tediously playing the with quill that was in your hands, destined to stain your fingers black. God was it too perfect of a day to waste inside.
A few giggles surrounding you suddenly broke you out of your daze. Your eyes darted around the room when suddenly they fell on Professor Slughorn. His eyebrow cocked up and a playful glare on his face.
"Am i bothering your nap time" He jokes. "Or shall I continue"
"Yeah sorry" You smile nervously, setting your quill back down on the table and adjusting your position to actually pay attention this time.
"Like I was saying Potter and y/l/n" He reads off your names, before just as quickly moving onto the next pair.
Your head whipped to the left to find James and the rest of the marauders already glaring daggers into your head. You weren't one to hate many people, despite what nonsense the green that adorned your body put into peoples head.
James and his co marauders however had become the exception over the years. You had never spent much time with them but you were one of the many who were prime targets for their pranks.
The first two years of school you managed to get away from their mischievousness, and you even thought it was funny. Especially when they went after Snape and Mulciber. Who even you could agree were utter twats.
However when you became friends with Regulus, Barty, and Evan you began getting lumped into the 'bad slytherins' group. Which was weird considering Barty wasn't even in your house.
Time had passed and everyone had expected the boys to get over their childish antics. Yet even in your sixth year they seemed to cause a daily quarrel amongst everyone.
You sighed and look back down at your quill and parchment, wanting to no longer think about the boys who were definitely still staring at you.
"Can anyone tell me what this is" Professor Slughorn asks, pointing at the large cauldron with a bubbling pink liquid.
A Ravenclaw who sat next to you quickly shot her hand up answering.
"Good, yes it's amortentia" He smiles proudly. "Does anyone know what it does, and or the side effects of it" His eyes trail around the classroom before finally landing in you. "Y/n"
"It's a love potion but it causes obsession not love" You answer making sure to keep your answer short and concise.
In the corner of your eyes you could see blonde curls shaking around. Your eyes wandered to Evan smiling putting both thumbs up. You tilted your head at him giving him a confused smile. What a weirdo that one was.
"Correct, it also is extremely powerful" He adds. "Now if everyone would please find their assigned partners we can get started.
You waited until the majority had already found their new spots before stalking to the other side of the room where James was standing looking into the bubbling cauldron.
"Goodluck" Barty smiled pushing his shoulder into yours as he walked by. You were going to need a lot more than luck. A gun maybe.
"Potter" You snarled looking up at the boy.
"I don't want to be around you any less than you don't want to be around me" He looked up and down slowly before his eyes settled on the front of the classroom.
"Alright now I want everyone to smell what's in their cauldrons and discuss what it is you smell" He smiled. "However do no drink it or touch it, or anything that seems stupid" He added.
Nobody missed the pointed looks that found their ways to the marauders from others in the class and Professor Slughorn.
You watched James lean slowly in closing his eyes as he took a whiff of the potion. Slowly pushing his messy curls back in precaution. You hated to admit it but you understood why girls seemed to flock to him.
His lips parted for a moment before his eyes opened again.
"What are you smiling at" He huffed staring at you.
You quickly straightened up, your slight smile dropping as quickly as it had formed.
"Move let me smell" You grunted slightly pushing him out of the way. Closing your eyes you inhaled the scent.
Broom polish, tangerines, and a faint smell of what you think is coconut oil.
You pulled away, a slight frown on your face, the smell felt so familiar like it was something you had smelled a million times. It felt like you should've been able to guess it instantly. Yet you couldn't
"What did you smell" James asks. Moving his hands to the table and leaning a little closer to you.
For a moment you're confused because he almost actually seems interested in what you have to say. God were you tempted to tell him but who were you if not petty.
"Tell me yours first" You challenge.
James began saying the first thing he smelled before Sirius laughed loudly and there was a large noise from behind and suddenly James was no longer by your side.
You rolled your eyes giving one last smell. Letting the flavors mix and you felt so close to figuring out who it was.
When suddenly like a bird hitting a window, it hit you.
Shit.
...
"He is so infuriating i don't know how i am going to be able to stand him for the rest of another year" You groan throwing yourself onto Barty's bed.
"You could always murder him" He suggests, not a single ounce of sarcasm in tone or face.
"Yes Bartimaeus that is a wonderful idea, thankyou for your input" You sarcastically smile at the boy before it instantly falls.
"It's okay babe you tried to help" Evan smiles sympathetically at Barty who is wiping fake tears from his eyes. "We can murder someone another time" He coos, rubbing his hand up and down his back.
You rolled your eyes, covered your face with a blanket to block out the light. You heard footsteps before there was a dip at the end of the bed. The smell of expensive cologne filled your sense as you closed your eyes.
"You know it could be worse, you could've been paired up with my brother" Regulus added.
"Well I guess that's true" You replied.
"So what exactly did you smell" Evan asked before rolling over on top of Barty and stuffing his head into the boys sweatshirt.
"Oh um i don't really remember" You giggled nervously.
They all looked at you, a weird look on their faces. One that clearly read that none of them believed you.
"Hmm must've been Snape" Barty laughed.
taglist: @chososrightpigtail
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#bbgwrites#ive had this written for so long and never ever posted it#marauders#the marauders#james potter#james potter x reader#james potter oneshot#marauders oneshot#marauders era oneshsot#james potter x reader fic#james potter fic
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I just saw those Tisha hcs and.. omg I can't stop thinking of scenarios where Vee just wrecks Tisha. Could you write a fanfic off of Ler Vee and Lee Tisha? Kind of like a payback fic? Your honor I love them
"How you like that, huh?" (Dandy's World tickle fic)
A/N: Yes.
Plot: Vee and Tisha are made to go on a run together due to a random arrangement. That's where Vee discovers that Tisha is ticklish. Cue the shenanigans.
~đ§Œđș~
Another day, another run. And of all toons to be paired with, it's that green television.
Astro would've been nice. Sprout would've been...eh. Bobette would be a solid pick, and so would Pebble. And she would've loved to go with Shelly, but change is nice every once in a while.
...Or that she thinks.
Tisha just got off from cleaning, and went off to do the run of the day. And she had to go with a main character, so why not. It was chosen randomly and yup, that's how they got here.
She stepped inside, looked at the toon inside, and acknowledged her situation.
Not a word was exchanged between the tissue box and Vee as the elevator went down to the first floor.
"So."
Tisha looked at Vee, who just said that. "Yes?"
"Let's just get this over with."
"...Agreed."
Once that elevator opened, each toon got off to do their task: do machines and escape from Twisteds. Vee did a mic check to observe the Twisteds in the area.
No Twisteds in sight. Huh, weird. A sigh came out from Tisha, as they both left the elevator.
Then Vee's microphone accidentally scraped against Tisha's side, causing a flinch and a giggle.
Vee, of course, noticed this movement. Her antennae perked up and she looked at Tisha.
"Don't you DARE." The tissue box said.
The green TV didn't think much at first, but when she finally noticed her reaction, a smirk came to her face. Oho, she was going to have fun with this.
Without an ounce of hesitation, she pounced, aiming directly for her sides. Vee landed right on top of Tisha, her hands moving at her sides. And it seems that the tissue box is holding it inâor at least trying to.
"What's wrong, Tish? Ticklish?~"
Upon those words, Tisha pounded her fist on Vee's chest in protest, as in a way to say 'No! Of course not', but we all know the truth anyways. She attempted to kick Vee away, but to no avail.
"Oh no no no, you're not getting out of this one, darling~"
She started kicking even more, but Vee was stronger, strengthening her grip and managing to weaken Tisha's protests by a bit. And that's when Vee dropped one bomb of a tease.
"Awwe, you're soo much fun to tickle! That's adorable~ You're sooooooo adorable~"
This kept on until it broke the tissue box.
"PFFFâNOOOOHOHOHOHOHO!"
Tisha went into instant hysterics, endlessly kicking and squirming before Vee. And Vee? She was having a field day. "Ha. How you like that, huh?~"
"SHUHUT UHUHUP!"
Figures. She makes people crack FAST.
With a devious glint in her eye, Vee decided to up the ante and go to her stomach, slithering her fingers between it and her sides and causing a shriek from the tissue box. She used one of her hands to restrain Tisha's arms, making sure she doesn't move.
"Now you're less squirmy. Which means I can do this~" Vee goes on to bury her fingers on Tisha with slow deliberate strokes, causing Tisha to squirm due to the cold temperature of her fingers.
And to worsen things, she wrapped her mic around her stomach, wiggling it with deadly precision and a smirk. Because of this, the tissue box only kicked harder.
"AAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA! OKAY OKAHAY! STAHAAP!"
Vee didn't let up and only tickled harder, but it wasn't until a bit later (which felt like hours for Tisha) that she finally relented, letting the tissue box go at last.
After they both rose from the ground and Tisha regained her composure, the last words she received from the tissue box were: "Never do that again."
Tisha would go on to leave and find a machine as Vee smirked. She rolled an eye, albeit playfully unlike the other times.
Vee would 100% do that again.
~đ§Œđș~
#lee!tisha#ler!vee#sfw tickle community#tickle fic#sfw interaction only#dandy's world tickles#lily's stories
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Your husband, Sukuna, is a menaceâbut he can't say no to your even bigger menace of a daughter.
He already can't say no to youâthe absolute sweetheart he had fallen deeply forâso how could he stand a chance against his five-year-old daughter, who looked so much like you yet had the wrath and fury to make even hell freeze over?
Itâs Yunaâs first day of kindergarten, and you and your husband have already been called to the school because of your girl's⊠behavioral issues.
"Thank you for meeting with me, Mr. and Mrs. Sukuna. I, uh⊠as youâve heard, Yuna has been acting disruptively in school today. Weâll have to send her home due to her actions, but I sincerely hope this doesnât happen again."
Underneath the table, your hand finds your husband's reassuringly, squeezing it to let him know you'd handle this.
"I apologize for any inconvenience, sir... but may I know the details of what happened first?" you ask politely, maintaining a calm facade. And if the two of you werenât talking to your daughter's school principal, Sukuna wouldâve kissed you right then and thereâbecause the moment he opened his mouth, heâd probably have a restraining order filed against him in every country.
Despite your calm demeanor, though, you were practically seething.
You knew your daughter. Yes, she had quite a temper, but to act up in such a way that caused a scene? That didnât sound like her. And if she really had, then something serious must've happened.
The principal nods, sighing bitterly. "Apparently, there was a squabble between your daughter and another boy on the playground⊠He ended up with a tooth knocked out in the end."
You blink, taken aback, frowning.
Your daughter, though prone to getting angry, would never resort to violence. You and your husband raised her better than that.
Your blood simmers slightly as you take in the principalâs disdainful expression and condescending tone. You want to punch it off his faceâbut you donât, much to your own chagrin.
Your husband is squeezing your hand so hard it feels like your bones might snap, but you still rub your thumb comfortingly against his knuckles.
"May I speak to my daughter? Though this behavior is unacceptable, this doesnât sound like her at all," you say, and the principal sighs, nodding.
"Yes, but please make it quick."
You nod, mentally flipping the man off, before exiting the room with your furious husband in tow.
There, just outside, sits your daughterâwide red eyes filled with tears.
"I-Iâm sorry, Mommy..." she whimpers softly, and something inside you breaks as you rush forward to envelop her in your arms.
It takes everything in you not to hunt down the people who reduced your loving daughter to this mess. And you're sure your husband isnât doing any betterâyears and years of therapy doing everything it can to keep his rage at bay.
"H-He said my eyes m-made me look l-like a m-m-monster, and t-then he pushed me, and so I just pushed him back, and then he tripped over his shoelaces and his t-tooth fell outâ"
Yuna is full-on sobbing now, and you freeze, holding her tightly.
Wordlessly, you pick up the small five-year-old and hand her to your husband, a glint in your eye. Sukuna stiffens, swallowing hard. His grip on Yuna tightens slightly as he watches you storm inside.
Heâs only seen you mad maybe four times in your ten years of marriageâif Yuna could freeze hell over when she was angry, then you were the devil incarnate herself.
You reenter the principalâs office, slamming the door behind you. Sukuna decides to be a smart dad and take his daughter down the hall, avoiding what is definitely about to be verbal homicide.
When you finally exit the room, there's an eerily peaceful look on your face. Casually, you dust off your shirt, approaching your husband and daughter with a warm smile.
Sukuna and Yuna exchange uneasy glances.
"So~ who wants ice cream?"
Yunaâs not uneasy anymore.
Sukuna sighs.
He loves his two girls more than anything in the worldâhe never, ever would have pictured himself being the calmer one in the relationship, but you never ceased to prove him wrong.
Thatâs what he loved about you, though.
A/N: i love when beefy men are down bad for me (this has never happened)
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a lovesick girl's guide to heartbreak
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ËËË âĄ ËËË fwb!jake x reader i start fights cause i wanna makeup... summary: although you specified with jake that you were only looking for a fwb, you just love getting a kick out of pushing his buttons. after all, as much as you like starting fights with him, you like making up with him after even more.
warnings: kissing, drinking and playing beer pong, jake and yn are not good people, i'm not sure the term but they use other people to get back at one another, suggestive, consensual skinship, possessive!jake, jake slightly chokes yn but its consensual!! bratty!reader ,18+ wc: 3729
hoonieyun notes: this is probably the spiciest one out of this series but no smut because i can't bring myself to write it so everything is quite suggestive lol
youâre getting ready to go to a party when a text on your phone catches your attention. setting down your lipstick and reaching for your phone, a smile appears on your lips as you read the text in your head.Â
from: jaeyun need me to pick you up baby?
the text reads and youâre smirking to yourself knowing that youâve got something up your sleeve. jake has gotten on your nerves lately because although the two of you werenât exclusive, you were each otherâs exclusive friends with benefits, meaning you two would only be seeing each other but not dating.Â
however, he loves to act like youâre just some girl when the two of you are in public, ignoring your advances and doing his best to act like he isnât smitten with you after spending the weekend at your apartment, cuddling you in his sleep and making you breakfast in the morning.Â
sure, it was nice to have a warm body next to you when you slept at night but you were beginning to think that jake was becoming more than somebody you wanted to fuck around with and could see a life with him as your boyfriend, the only thing was you werenât sure if he felt the same way.Â
he always acted differently from the jaeyun that you knew in your bedroom and the jake that you knew when it came to being around your friends and in public. you wouldnât necessarily say he was ashamed to be with you but more often than not it felt like he was hiding this relationship the two of you had like it was something to be ashamed of.Â
you decide not to respond and set your phone back down to finish the last of your makeup but another text rings once again. you go to look at your phone to see another text from jake, this time heâs being less sweet and more assertive with you.Â
from:Â jaeyun alright, iâll see you at the party i guess
you roll your eyes in annoyance at the fact that he was being so passive aggressive but you couldnât blame him because you were being just as passive aggressive and even more with what you had planned for the night. another text appears on your phone but its from a different person this time, now a smile on your face that wasnât partnered with mischievous.Â
from: myungjae :3 hi cutie, iâm outside. take your time, ok?âÂ
myungjae was your plan for the night. if jake wasnât going to flaunt you around like somebody he was proud to have on his arm, youâll find somebody that would and you did. myungjae was a guy you had met at jakeâs soccer game. he had come up to you before the game when you were at a vending machine and you learned that he was a player at your universityâs rival team. you texted occasionally and myungjae wasnât shy to show you how much he wanted to take you out on a date.Â
out of respect for jake, you always politely declined myungjaeâs advances but as of lately, jakeâs behavior has pissed you off so much that you didnât care anymore that you yourself asked myungjae out on a date; to which he enthusiastically accepts.Â
a part of you did feel bad that you were using him to get back at jake but at the end of the day, itâs all fun and games, right?Â
you quickly spritz perfume onto your exposed clavicle and admire yourself in your mirror one last time before heading outside to meet myungjae. flipping your hair over your shoulder and thinking about how killer you looked tonight, knowing how you could have any guy crawling after you tonight.Â
when you exit your apartment, you see myungjae outside leaning on the hood of his car as he waits for you, you smile and do a slight jog to get to him, trying to make sure you donât fall over in your heels. âhi, myungjae.â you say in a sickly and sweet voice.Â
âhi, cutie.â he says, smiling down at your pretty face, taking in your features and overall demeanor, he doesnât even notice heâs checking you out until you playfully slap his chest. âkeep it in your pants, mister.â you taunt and he rolls his eyes with a smirk knowing that you know how much of an effect you have on him. you place a small kiss on his cheek before he opens the door for you and grabs your hand to help you in. you watch as myungjae runs around the car to get to the driverâs side, sliding into his seat and making your way to the partyâ his hand on your exposed thigh the whole drive.Â
ËËË âĄ ËËË
when you get to the party, myungjae doesnât leave your side at all, one of his arms is constantly draped around your shoulder or waist, or his soft hands gently wrapped around yours. it was a party by someone at your university so he only knew a few people aside from you. he follows you as you make your rounds throughout the party like he was a lost puppy and you had given him a sliver of attention that he craved.Â
 you introduce myungjae to a lot of your friends and find your way to the kitchen where you fix the two of you a drink, a concoction inside of a red solo cup of whatever looked good and a cold glass of beer of myungjae, explaining that heâll only have one bottle because he wants to be sober to ensure he gets you home safely. you found him so cute, pinching his cheek, if your brain wasnât so tainted with the idea of jake you probably wouldâve chosen myungjae a long time ago but jake was just constantly running on your mind no matter how badly or well he treated you in and outside of your bedroom.Â
as jake enters the kitchen, his steps slow down when he sees you handing myungjae his beer, clearing his throat to get both of your attention.Â
âyn, nice to see you.â he says, anger clearly in his eyes.Â
âhi, jaeyun.â you say, using the name he said was specifically reserved for you.Â
âhave you met myungjae? he plays for the bonedo soccer team.â you ask even though all three of you know the answer to that as jake and myungjae are known to have quite the rivalry. âsup, man.â myungjae says, raising his glass to jake and jake just nods in response before stomping over to the fridge to get a beer of his own.Â
âhave fun.â you say as he leaves the kitchen, knowing that you were not beginning to get under his skin just by showing up with not only another man, but also a man that he didnât like. âyou guys good?â myungjae asks and you turn to him with a bright smile and nod, âmhmm, donât worry your pretty head.â you say, toasting your cup with his bottle and taking a sip of your drink, smirking to yourself once again now that your plan for the night has begun.Â
ËËË âĄ ËËË
youâre dancing with myungjae when you glance over to a corner of the room and see that jake was sitting on the couch with yunjin in his lap, twirling her hair while jake stared at her lips. you couldnât believe it, jake was trying to play the same game as you by getting with a girl that you didn't like. you always voiced to jake how much you didnât like yunjin because you felt like she was always competing with you for things that didnât matter like when she got chosen for an internship over you and told everyone it was because she was smarter than you when in reality it was because the ceo of that tech company was her godfather.Â
jake suddenly catches your gaze and smiles at you as if he was saying, âtwo can play at that game.â and you know what, two can certainly play that game so to piss jake off even more, you switch your position from facing myungjae with your hands around his shoulder to having your backside to his front, moving his hands to your waist instead as the music picks up and your bodies begin to move in unison.Â
if anyone saw the two of you right now they would probably mistake you and myungjae as a couple and knowing that people were perceiving you that way only angered jake further because although he would act like he didnât know you in public, he was the only would that should be touching you in that way.Â
when you revert your gaze back to jake you see that heâs angrily storming out of the room, leaving yunjin with an annoyed expression as sheâs left alone on the couch also watching jake leave the room.Â
yn: 2 jake: 1Â
ËËË âĄ ËËË
the next time you see jake, heâs with chaewon in the kitchen, his hand fiddling with the hem of her crop top, a longing gaze in her eyes as she watches jake who you knew wouldnât return the same expression because he would only look at you that way.Â
you and myungjae make your way back inside of the kitchen to fix yourself another drink, ignoring jake and chaewon because you didnât want to give them the attention jake wanted from you so bad. you bring your cup to myungjaeâs lips as you offer him a sip and he takes a small sip because he just canât resist the look in your eyes.Â
jake on the other hand is tightening his jaw and is gripping his cup so hard that it constricts, causing the liquid on the inside to splash onto him and chaewon, âwhat the fuck?â she exclaims, causing you and myungjae to look over at them. you see chaewon swipe her hands in annoyance to get rid of the beer on her skin and jake apologetically follows her out of the kitchen as she storms out. you roll your eyes and shake your head knowing that jake couldnât beat you in your own game.Â
no matter how hard he tries to get under your skin, you were already deep under there.Â
yn: 3 jake: 2Â
ËËË âĄ ËËË
you soon find yourself competing against jake and chaewon in a game of beer pong with myungjae. you were surprised he was very good which you knew only made jake angrier as he wasnât the best at the game. you had even warned jake that he should probably find another couple to play against, boasting about myungjaeâs abilities without knowing if your bluffs were true.Â
the sound of you calling yourself and myungjae a âcoupleâ sets him and causes him to start the game before you even accept his challengeâ and with just a few tosses, you and myungjae have only lost one cup while jake and chaewon had lost all but one cup.Â
it was myungjaeâs turn to toss the ball and for good luck, he asks you to blow on the ball and you oblige. blowing on to it with puckered lips and an unbreaking gaze with myungjae. jake is gripping the edge of the table as he watches the two of you, chaewon standing off to the side disinterested in any of this as sheâs noticed that jake was more focused on trying to win you over and competing with myungjae than he was interested in her. at some point she ends up leaving after she receives a text from yunjin saying that jake ghosted her at the party so she leaves without notice and jake definitely doesnât notice her absence.Â
when myungjae skillfully tosses the ping pong ball towards the cup, it goes right in, earning cheers from everyone watching and most importantly, you. youâre jumping up and down while clapping, proud that myungjae has successfully won you the beer pong game and to reward him youâre about to wrap your arms around his neck and give him a kiss but youâre suddenly dragged away when jake grabs onto your wrist and pulls you outside into the front yard.Â
âlet me go, jake!â you yell, trying to free your hand but his grip on you is relentless and there was no way you were freeing yourself.Â
âare you done?â he asks and you look at him with an expression that reads like you had no idea what he was talking about. jake inches closer, his nose almost touching yours as he looks down into your eyes with so much fury in his eyes at the stunt you had pulled tonight. you looked up at him with an arrogant gaze knowing that your plan was successful, flashing him a smile like you were so innocent in all of this, jake canât help but smirk at you; wiping his face with aggravation.Â
âyn, are you ok?â myungjae says from behind as he stands at the door.Â
before you could even respond, jake flashes his middle finger at the poor guy and drags you to his car, leaving myungjae behind without an explanation; a noticeable pout on his lips as he watches you willingly leave with jake and get inside of his car.Â
ËËË âĄ ËËË
the drive to jakeâs apartment was quiet, his jawline more prominent than usual as heâs constantly flexing his jaw in annoyance, trying to think of what he wanted to say to you but all he had in his head was how he was going to make you beg after being so bratty all night.Â
the grip he had on your thigh was a lot different than the one myungjae has on you hours before, jake squeezing your thigh with so much force that when he let go as you arrived at his apartment, there was a visible print on your skin.Â
âget inside.â he says and you know not to disobey him further, a smile on your face as you think about all of your efforts tonight being successful and how this was the result that you wanted. sure it was wrong to start a fight with jake all because you wanted to but at the end of the day, it was his fault for acting like he didnât crave your touch every night.Â
it may be wrong to like to start fights but it was all because you enjoyed making up after a lot more.Â
when you enter jakeâs apartment, heâs right on your heel, shutting his door behind you and pressing you against the door, his hand wrapping around your neck. âyou wanna act like a brat?â he taunts, eyes scanning your face and youâd be lying if you said you didnât find jakeâs behavior attractive. you decide to stay silent to push his buttons even more as he hates being ignored.Â
âhmph, iâll make you regret acting like that.â he whispers into your ear, his lips lightly grazing your ear as he hauls you over his shoulder and takes you to his bedroom. you try to fight him off, squirming around but it is to no avail as his strong grip around you prevents you from moving around too much.Â
you were starting to think that this was all a bad idea but you couldnât help but crave the way jake treats you whenever you act this way.Â
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after several hours of releasing tension, anger, and frustration; you and jake are laying on his bed, out of breath and staring into his ceiling. the blankets are covering the two of you and youâre laying in silence after everything that just happened. you got what you wanted and so did jake even if he was furious with you just a few hours ago.Â
âyou still being bratty?â he says with a cocky smirk and you just roll your eyes at him as you sit up, bringing the blanket up further to cover yourself. âjake i wouldnât be acting like this if you treated me the way i deserve to be treated.â you say and the harsh truth hits jake in a way that he didnât expect.Â
he thought you were only acting like that because you wanted his attention but not because you were genuinely bothered by his behavior, âwhat are you even talking about?â jake says, turning towards you and propping up his arm with his elbow and resting his head into his hand.Â
âjake, you practically act like i donât exist when weâre in public or with our friends.â you explain and jake huffs as if he was exhausted from this conversation already.Â
âweâre not even dating?â he says and now it was your turn to be furious with him. âthatâs not the point, jake! you act like i donât exist, you ignore me, and you act like youâre ashamed to be seen with me but once the sun sets youâre texting me to have me sleep in your bed.Â
how is that supposed to make me feel? i know weâre friends with benefits but the first word of that arrangement is âfriendâ and you havenât treated me like one.!â you shout and jake was getting up to get dressed, avoiding your gaze.Â
âoh and bringing myungjaeâs ass to the party, were you being a good friend? you know i donât like his ass!â he retorts and youâre standing up in aggravation because jake was not getting the point, âthat doesnât matter!â you try to yell back and he interrupts you, âyes it fucking does! you know i donât like him and you still brought him to piss me off, why!â he shouts and jake has never raised his voice at you like this before. the two of you getting caught in a screaming match like no other as you both shout at the top of your lungs at one another.Â
âbecause i like you and i wanted to be with someone that liked me the way i like him but the whole time you were the only one on my mind, ok!â you shout, finally confessing to jake that youâve developed feelings for him despite that being the golden rule of your arrangement.Â
never catch feelings.Â
jake wipes his face with a heavy sigh and youâre plopping back down onto the mattress after getting so worked up you found yourself standing on top of his bed, the blanket barely clinging onto you.Â
âwhat?â jake mutters.Â
âi like you, ok? i have for a while and it pisses me off that you act like iâm just some girl when we spend almost every night in each others arms, you hold me at night like you never want to let me go but when morning hits sometimes youâre gone before the birds even begin to chirp.Â
you make me feel things i know iâm not supposed to feel and it hurts, ok?â your chest is rising up and down as you finally let out your feelings and jake is looking at you like youâve just told him your deepest and darkest secret.Â
âthats⊠no! you canât like me, iâm not good for you!â he explains and youâre looking at him like none of the words that leave his mouth make any sense.Â
âyouâre too good to me, youâre so sweet and kind and treat me like iâm the only thing that matters in your life even when iâve been so shitty to you. even right now! iâve been shitty to you and youâre professing your love to me and i donât deserve it. i donât deserve you!
you deserve better and iâm not that.â jake responds and youâre fighting off the tears pooling in your lashes.Â
âyou donât get to decide what i deserve..â you whisper and youâre staring at one another in silence.Â
jake is weighing the option in his head. he loved you so fucking bad, probably even more than you loved and his actions tonight showed that with how bad he fought for you despite you constantly choosing myungjae over him. if jake was being honest, he fell for you fairly quickly when he spent the night one weekend and gave him face masks to put on because you had made a comment on how dry his skin was. it was that small gesture that made him fall for you and everyday after he fell deeper and deeper.Â
jake was terrible for you and he knew that and although he wanted to be selfish and keep you all to himself, he knew that your life would only be miserable if you stayed with him. thatâs why he started avoiding you and slowly distancing himself in hopes that it would just drive you away but it only drove him closer to you because he hated seeing another man touch what was his.Â
âno.â was all jake says and you didnât need any further explanation. youâre jumping out of his bed and shoving past him to put your clothes back on and jake instantly regrets this, trying to get you to stay but it seems that jake has made up your mind for you by not rejecting you but dictating what you deserved; and it wasnât him.Â
âwait- donât leave, come on.â he begs and youâre shaking your head and wiping your tears away, angry that you were crying over a man who didnât even spare your feelings after you had just confessed to him.Â
when jake tries to grab onto your arm to stop you from leaving, youâre quick to snatch your arm away and leave his room, standing at the door to listen to the last of his pleas, begging you to stay and explaining that you are meant to be and that jake didnât mean what he said but it was all too late. you could tell he was just backtracking because he was scared of losing you and although you felt the same way and wanted nothing more to run back to him; you left jake in the darkness of his bedroom without another glance.Â
deciding that you do deserve better even if the realization came from a heartbreaking experience, the revelation a result of having to lose someone you once held so close to your heart.Â
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ïżœïżœïżœa man | s.r.
summary: "what we need, sweetheart, is a man."
pairing: suna rintarou x reader
a/n: for context, inarizaki is being placed in nishinomiya for the sake of this fic | part of the undateable series
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The lunch bell shrieks and the students all around give a grumble as they pour back into the class room. Youâre in the midst of putting your lunch box away, but the question Mina, your near and dear friend, poses you has your face akin to a woman whoâs got sliced lemons wedged into her cheeks. âNo, no, Iâm fine not dating anyone right now. Akio just dumped meââ you count on your fingersâ âtwo, or, three? Weeks ago.â
âUgh, but that was nothing. You donât even care, so why not come with me?â she pleads, clasping her hands and leaning on your desk. âI promise, itâs not going to be bad. Just one date. A double date. That handsome boy from Kujirami we saw from the spring party asked me out to see a movie in Kobe, and itâll be so lame if I have to go by myself. Iâm sure he has a cute friend!â
âI guess?â Your voice, tinged with doubt, twangs when you wince and you search for an excuse, glancing around the room as casually as you can. The teacher's behind his desk, re-organizing his papers, and you agonize over the minutes he takes. Couldnât he cut class conversation short, for once? âBut I donât want to transit to Kobe from Awaji on the weekend. Itâs so much time, and I have to work. Maybe if it were afterschool?â
âWould Friday work?â
You try not to curse to Minaâs face. âMaybe⊠but itâs the end of the school week. Iâd, yâknow, wanna go home. And Thursday is like... we have homework. And stuff.â At your friendâs crestfallen expression, you quickly add, âI wouldnât want to third-wheel your date anyway. If Iâm there, and his friendâs there, we might end up talking to each other rather than our dates.âÂ
A pout flashes across her face. âIf they can't keep us interested, then theyâre not good enough for us. Didn't you say on your first date with Inoue-san, he didn't say a single word? And we know how that turned out."
âWell, donât take a page out of my book. Every time I give a guy a chance, theyâre just notâŠ" You don't exactly want to linger on all your failures at the moment. "Well, just give him a chance, and don't look for the bad stuff. You know, sometimes first dates, the nerves get in the way.â
âIs that what you tell yourself, too? 'Cause if you have no luck, I can't imagine what I've got going for me. Ugh, I'm so sick of boys!" Mina shoots to her feet with a new, ferocious light in her stare as she flexes her arm, patting the bicep with a sharp smile. âWhat we need, sweetheart, is a man.â
âA man,â you snort, laughing. âAs if those exist.â
âYou never know.â The chair squeaks as Mina finds her seat again. Twisting around, she sends you a wink. âThink about it, wonât you?â
âI will,â you agree. Reaching down into your bag, you feel a shadow fall across your figure, and you crane your head up at the boy standing before you. Suna Rintarou is staring down at you as if youâre the one in his way, but you can't possibly be so, and he's most definitely in the wrong section of the classroom.
âHey.âÂ
You only straighten up, withdrawing your English notebook and dusting off your desk quickly. âHi.â Picking out your favourite pencil, you adjust the layout of your desk, and take a quick sip of water before realizing Sunaâs still standing there, tapping on his phone, and you look at him again. âCan I help you?â
He withdraws something from his pocketâa cleanly folded piece of paperâbut doesnât even meet your gaze. A flicker of irritation licks at your stomach. âOsamu wanted to give this to you.â
âWhat is it?â
âFrom our volleyball meeting.â
âWhatâs that got to do with me?â
âHe volunteered you to fill our manager spot since Shiri-san wonât be coming back this year. Itâs the form.âÂ
Taking it, you open your mouth to ask another question but heâs already walking to the back of the class, and you frown, eyes trailing after the boy who sits down and pulls out his phone, already slouched over and half-hidden by the person sitting in front of him. Ridiculous.
With a huff, you face forward again. The paper crinkles as you see your name already written at the top in Osamuâs slanted writing, but the teacher is calling for the classâs attention (of course, now is when he decides that his paper stacks are straight enough), and the idea is pushed to the back of your head with a firm, resounding answer.
No way.
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chasing you.
you avoid him. he catches you. dealer!reader x client!chris blurb <3
He's starting to think he's the problem. Those are words Chris never thought would form in his brainâBut here he is, trying to figure out why hasn't seen you all week.
It doesn't make any sense. You're always around campus, yet when he's actively looking for you, you're nowhere to be seen. Chris doesn't even want to talk to you. He just wants to give you your shit back so Matt will stop bothering him about it.
Even though he's your friendâAnd he was the one to even invite you to the party in the first placeâHe has to return your heels cause apparently, Matt has better shit to do then chase you around all day.
He's been all around campus looking for you. If you're not at the campus cafe, he's gonna launch your heels at Matt's head.
Matt is so lucky you're here.
You're in the corner at a booth with tons of books and your computer in front of you. You're not your usual neon colored self. There's no star clips in your hair. You don't have on an overly tight top. No flared jeans. You're unrecognizable.
He can see the fear settle in your eyes as he walks up to you. So, you were avoiding him.
"Chris." The tension in your voice is quite frankly, insane. That night, after leaving you in his room, all he did was talk to Matt about what to do with you and then passed out on the couch after the party was over. What could he have done in that time?
"Kid, I know you were shitfaced last week, but I can't believe you forgot all about your stuff." You blink at him multiple times. "What?"
He shoves your heels and tights that are stuffed in them to you, "Y'know? All this?"
You slowly take them, your face lighting up. "Oh... Oh!"
"Huh?" He's confused. You were all gloomy just a second ago, and now you look like a kid on Christmas morning.
"Mh....I thought we fucked, if I'm being completely honest." He watches you tuck your heels away into your bag. "This reminded me we didn't, thanks."
Chris, for once in his life, is speechless. You were avoiding him because you thought you guys fucked. Honestly, he'll take this over you being all over Aiden. He wonders if you remember that... he's not gonna bring it up.
Huh. This is probably how the girls he sleeps with feel after they wake up alone in the morning.
"Nah, I don' fuck my brothers friends." You tilt your head at him, annoyingly, and raise your eyebrow. "Michelle."
"Doesn't count."
"Brittany."
"Also doesn't count."
"Viviâ"
"You friends with all the girls I fuck or somethin'?" You laugh, loudly. Bringing attention to yourself, but you don't care. You're definitely back to your usual self. "Some of them. They're wondering why I'm hanging around Mr. Community Dick."
Chris rolls his eyes. "Matt deserves that title."
"Eh, you guys are tied." You smile at him. And he gets that feeling in his chest again. The one that makes him feel like he's dying. When you start looking at him like he's crazy makes him remember that you guys are having a conversation and process that's he's staring at you.
He awkwardly coughs. "Whatcha' got all these books for anyway?" You groan, resting your forehead on the table. "Ecology."
He blinks.
"Plants." You sit up, resting your head in your hands, "Its the study of how living organisms interact with their physical environmentâ"
"We get it. You're smart. Trust."
"Wellâ" You flush at the compliment. Maybe not pissing you off gets him places. "That's just the definition!"
He eyes the stacks of books at your table. "You got a test, or are you just a nerd?"
You scoff. "I'm not a nerd. We have a test, and since my teacher writes questions like she hasn't talked to a human being in years, I'm doing some light reading."
"Light reading?" He teases. "Whatever." He checks his phone as you roll your eyes, well shit.
He spent way more time talking to you than he thought he would. He's gonna be late to the class he promised Nate he'd go to for the first time in forever.
"Gotta go," He says, beginning to walk backward towards the exit, "Don't drink so much next time, alright, kid? Not tryna chase you around again."
"I would've remembered eventually!"
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dial-tone
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summary: things come to an end between you and jiyong
warnings: lil angsty hehe, help i don't know how to use this app
Jiyong's fingers hovered over the screen, his thumb hesitating over your contact name.
y/n
Just your name. No emojis, no nicknames - he had deleted those during one of your fights, too stubborn to admit heâd regret it later.
He swallowed hard and finally pressed call.
One ring.
Two.
Three.
He leaned against the cold glass window of his studio, the city lights stretching out below him, blurred by the haze of exhaustion and something dangerously close to sorrow.
Four rings.
Five.
Then - beep.
"The number you have dialed is no longer in service."
His breath caught in his throat.
He pulled the phone away, staring at the screen as if it had betrayed him. He tried again, his heartbeat hammering against his ribs. Call failed. Again. And again.
Panic seeped in, slow but suffocating. His mind raced. Maybe it was a mistake. Maybe your phone was off. Maybe -
No.
You were gone.
Not physically - no, you were still out there, somewhere under this same Seoul sky - but you were gone from his life.
And then he saw it. The message he had ignored days ago, when he was still too fuelled by anger to open it.
goodbye, ji
His mind goes blank. Suddenly, heâs somewhere else. A week ago. A month ago. He doesnât even know anymore.
You were sat in bed, leaning against the headboard, waiting for him to say something - anything.
But all he did was sigh and look at his phone. The cigarette burning between his fingers became his only focus as the words on his screen had blurred long ago.
"I...I can't do this anymore," Your words were barely audible above the sound crawling in from the open window. It was late in Seoul but you'd been sat together for hours now, the night stretching beyond what it should have...Just like another one of your fights.
They always sprouted from minor incidents but the lifestyle he lived only amplified it. It was easy to wipe away tears or to delete messages. But the photos released online the next day were cruel reminders, and the headlines warped the reality of your lives until sometimes you'd forget your own truth.
Jiyong shook his head and took a drag of his cigarette. You always said the same thing after a night out.
"Go to bed, y/n." He muttered, brushing your words off as drunken rambling. Jiyong stubbed his cigarette out, tossing it and then he shut the window with a loud bang.
So short. So final.
His chest ached as he squeezed his eyes shut, a bitter laugh escaping his lips. He didn't even remember what had caused the last fight, probably something stupid like him forgetting to wash the dishes. But just like those stained plates, they had piled up until you couldn't ignore it anymore.
And now, when he was finally ready to fix things, to say "Please don't go,"
He was too late.
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oops ...i love heartbreak
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toji x fem!reader
angst, bold italics indicate flashbacks, parenthesis are the character's thoughts
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it's a saturday night and you've been invited to a ball tonight by your close friend, shiu.
you thought what would be better than to unwind with some friends after a long week. what you didn't think would happen was to see him.
you mentally curse shiu for not mentioning anything about him coming here. you thought it was a given that he wouldn't invite both of you.
you spent months crying, trying to get over that guy. and now, he's standing right in front of you, looking dashing as ever, in a suit no less.
you suddenly feel nauseous, as if all the emotions you thought were gone kept rushing back to you.
"you'll have to excuse me..." you mutter lowly to shiu who was just about to introduce you to some clients as you ignore him calling out your name and quickly walk out of the venue, mustering all your power to keep yourself from having a full-blown breakdown in the middle of the room.
as soon as you walk out the door, you break into uncontrollable sobs and start hyperventilating, clutching your chest in a desperate attempt to calm your pounding heart.
"hey... you ok?" suddenly, the world stops... and there's only that voice, the one you know all too well and haven't heard in over a year.
"the hell does that mean?!" he barks at you, his blood boiling as pure rage fills the hollow shell of suppressed emotions, trying to bury the bitter taste of heartbreak.
"I've tried, toji. I really have, to make it work. but I don't feel like you love me. you say you do, but they're just words. I feel like I'm just a maid. and a mom to megs. I don't feel loved for me. I don't feel like myself anymore..."
you let out a gasp and your head turns around as if on autopilot until your eyes meet his.
his already concerned expression softens even further as soon as he witnesses your disheveled look, bloodshot eyes and tear-stained cheeks which he has caused.
he feels the gnawing grasp of guilt in his heart for hurting you like this, all the memories of him in the past year coming back to him, how he was absolutely and completely shattered to pieces over your breakup. and now he can only imagine how it must have been for you.
he was an absolute wreck after you; always beating himself up over pushing you away so much to the point that you doubted his love, ('how did we end up like this?') he kept drinking his sorrow away until he blacked out every night and gambled all his money away even more so than usual without a care which shiu noticed and toji figures now that must have been the reason why he invited both of you.
you were his everything. you proved him wrong when he thought he was done with love after the death of his wife. you dragged him out of the pit of despair and held him through the turmoil, in your loving embrace which became his home.
the silence weighs heavy on your chest, thick tension filling the room as the leaden weight of the words that have just been uttered settles in your heart, and his.
"y-you're leaving?" his quivering voice is laced with a bleak desperation, as if trying to grasp at even a sliver of hope that this is not happening, his worst nightmare.
"goodbye, toji." you swallow the lump in your throat, 'I will always love you...' the words play out in your mind, but they never leave your mouth.
"what are you doing here?" you wipe the tears furiously with your hands as you think he shouldn't see you like this, ('please hold me')
"I could ask the same thing." he takes a step closer to you, carefully as if not to scare you away, ('still love you...')
"fuckin' shiu..." you shake your head, ('can't live without you')
he chuckles dryly, ('take me back please... i promise to be better... for you, i will')
you both stand there, staring into each otherâs eyes for what feels like an eternity, feeling yourself nearly getting lost in his eyes, before sensing a surge of emotions rushing into you and overwhelming your heart, causing you to avert your gaze from him and mumble a quiet 'I need to go' and quickly make your way towards your car before he has any time to react, ('please stay! curse me, hit me, anything! just please, stay!') still shocked by seeing you after so long when he thought he was over you. what a fool.
oh, how you wish you could have stayed. how you wish he wouldn't have let you go in the first place. and how you wish you had the heart to let it all out instead of just leaving...
you notice him running after you in the rear-view mirror, but you know it's too late now as you drive away with tears in your eyes, your loud sobs mixing with the roars of the heavy metal music playing in the car.
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@megasweetbones I'm making this the prequel to the other fic
Warning â ïž suicidal thoughts from a child, ploting to murder a child, multiple deaths, semi successful suicide, S.A., victim blaming negative self-talk
(Also, let me know, do you want the warning, or is it too much of a spoiler?)
Pronunciation guide for the name Ălaug
Ăl sounds like owl, Au sounds like eui, soft G
The thorns dug into her palm, causing her to bleed, but she refused to loosen her grip. This is it. Ălaug thought as gravity brought her closer and closer to her inevitable end. Well, actually, she thought, "Ă vĂti finn Ă©g loksins friĂ°" but, she's about to die, she's allowed to be a litte edge lord right now. The closer she got the brighter she could see the glow of the Lazarus water from behind her. She kurled in on herself around the black rose as the pit swallowed her whole.
One week earlier
This is it. This is the day Athanasia will escape. She's planned it for months, and it's finally time.
"Your target is Gord Keener, a Canadian politician. He's sponsoring a girl's hockey league. You will each join one of the teams to get close and kill him once you get the opportunity."
Athanasia stood perfectly still, as Grandfather assigned her her first leading role for a mission since being declared an unsuccessful attempt. It would just be her and Danielle, no, Daniel. He had told her just a few nights ago. No way would Grandfather accept him like that, especially on top of all his other issues, so she had to bring him. Which is fine. She can hunt food for herself. What's one more? Plus, she's ha- he's had some combat training, too. That's gonna take some getting used to.
The problem started when Grandfather made her bring Ălaug. Come on, she had only been there for 2 months. She's not ready for a task. She barely speaks their language. But you know what? Athanasia is nothing if not resilient. She will overcome this obstacle. And not just because Daniel begged her not to kill her and push her body of a steep cliff.
Tryouts were easy, Daniel was great in cold environments, and Ălaug was surprisingly a fantastic skater. They successfully infiltrated the 7, 8, and 9 year old teams.
Even with the added obstacle, this all felt too perfect. If Athanasia didn't know any better, she'd think Grandfather was purposely putting all his problems in one boat to get rid of them. The mission itself is so inconsequential. What could one polite snowman do to them?
"What about you, Jasmine?... Jasmine?"
Oh, right. Jasmine was the name she had given.
"What?"
"Which comic do you want? Alicia brought a bunch." One of the Olivias stated.
"I have Phantom Stranger, Tales from Atlantis, Boom-boom Kaboom, Return of the Gray Ghost, and The Time Keeper. Everything else is already taken."
These girls don't even know her. And from how Alicia had spoken about her books, they were clearly important.
Atha- Jasmine ended up reading 7 issues of the Time Keeper. A mysterious cloaked figure who punishes time travelers for messing with the timestream. What utter nonsense. The real Time-Wraiths would never be as welcoming and well spoken as this Time Keeper. And yet she can't stop reading. That is, until she gets to the 7th issue. In it, there's a side plot where three young girls are planning to assassinate a member of the time council. The oldest and youngest were sisters. The youngest looked exactly like Daniel but had short hair, and the third character was the most concerning. In the story, the girls told the Green Hornet that they were being blackmailed into doing the job, but in the end, it turned out the third girl had been sent as a spy.
Athanasia can in no way be considered gullible or naive. Even by assassin standards, she can sniff out a lie a mile away. But this, this is different. But the book she chose happened to be the one that warns of a traitor? That has to be an omen, or some kind of spirit trying to warn her.
At this point, Daniel is used to pretending to be one of the girls. But it felt different this time. One of his teammates had asked if she could call him Dani for short, and it felt so right. Righter than "Daniel" had felt. "Danny" was absolutely perfect.
There wasn't really any information gathering to do, so he was free to play sleepover games with the rest of his group. For once, he was included with the others. The adults didn't try to separate him or tell him he's too weak or that he was a waste of resources. He was just part of the group. Is this what life will be like outside the league? He couldn't wait to tell Athanasia all about it.
Two months ago Ălaug was happily vacationing with her parents and two older brothers. And now she's expected to kill some guy? She had exepted that her parents were dead. She had had to. And even if Bölverkur and Böðólfur had survived in the first place, they definitely couldn't have survived two months alone in the Himalayan mountains. They can't even be left home alone for a week. Couldn't.
"Oley? Oley? Can you hear me?" One of the hockey girls was butchering her name.
"It's Ă-laug," There wasn't any feeling in her voice. She used to hate it when people mispronounced her name. "It means curse or charmed lake."
That seemed to catch the girls off guard, and they left her alone for a while after that.
Until one of the adults walked over to her. Not the coach. This is one of the girls' moms.
"Hi, sweetheart." She placed a hand on Ălaugs knee only to get slapped away. "Why are you mad at the other girls?"
Leading question, assigning her an emotion rather than asking her how she feels. The assassins taught her all about it. There's no point talking to her because she's already decided what's happening. Ălaug stood up in silence and headed towards the door. The woman grabbed her hand. As she expected, there was no attempt to check herself. She would only assign blame. Ălaug looked back at her. There was nothing in her eyes, no aggression or sadness, just hollowness. "What is your plan?" She leers. "Hoping that I'll scream and yell, so you can look like the big stong authority figure? Want me to blindly obey your orders so you can feel powerful? What me to cry, so you can comfort the new girl? You didn't even ask what happened. You just decided that I was in the wrong. Because someone told you a biased version of half a story." Ălaug was fully aware how uncomfortable she made people, no one likes hearing such complicated accusations from a 9 year old, especially one who is clearly speaking a second language. And the calmness makes her all the more unsettling. But right now, she just couldn't pretend. The parent chaperone, or whatever she was, stood there in stunned silence long enough for Ălaug to make her way out of the common area and into one of their bedrooms, where she locked herself in. From there, it was just a matter of climbing out the window. Hopefully, she'd get lucky and never see any of these people again, not the hockey team, the assassins, her cooperatives, anyone. Maybe she'd get lucky and disappear forever. Their room was on the 14th floor. She could disappear right now, and no one could stop her.
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If only whoever was in the room to the left above them could stop singing for five minutes so she could think.
Climbing wasn't just something the league thought her. She was already good. She was on a lot of teams and sports clubs before Nanba Parbat. Not that any of that mattered now. Her friends probably think she died with her family. If only. There was a half-naked man singing and dancing alone in the room. He was way off tune. She climbed properly onto the balcony. Should she pick the lock or knock? Wait, no, why would she need to get in? She didn't care about this guy. The only thing he has going for him is that he hasn't pissed her off yet. She opted for knocking, which startled him in a rather animated manner. He opened the glass door to let her inside.
"Did Henry lock you out here?"
"Ăg slapp frĂĄ forrĂĄĂ°amönnum mĂnum." Easier to pretend not to know English.
"I don't understand." He paused as though thinking. "WOULD. YOU. LIKE. SOME. TEA?" Idiot.
She walked past him towards the door. But she stops. Putting aside the stupidity of trying to yell over the language barrier, why offer tea? Does he expect her to stay? She hurries, but the door is locked. Hotel doors aren't supposed to lock people in. There must be someth-
"Come now, he was probably just having a bit of fun."
She should have known. How could she be so stupid? Any trustworthy person would have been shocked to see an 8 year old girl in pajamas on their balcony. She didn't need to look back to know he was coming closer. For the first time in two months, she actually felt something. Why'd it have to be fear? She bolted for the nearest open door, which happened to lead to bedroom with a large fancy looking bed. She closed the door behind her, but there was nothing to block it. All she could do was hide. Whether she chose under the bed or in the closet, she'd be at a disadvantage either way. She darted under the bed. Down side: reduced speed, vulnerable position. Upside: he's too big to fit, and he can't reach her if she stays in the center.
"Putting up a fight, huh? I like that. Some of the other girls he hires make it too easy."
Tell him you weren't hired for anything and give away your location? Or assume the worst of a guy who apparently regularly hires girls young enough that she could be confused for one. Easy choice. She trained her eyes on his shoes as closed the door behind him.. Then his pants dropped to his ankles. Ălaug reaches a hand into her pajama bottoms, for the knife straped to her thigh. Thank you, League of Assassins... ACTUALLY NO, they're the reason she's here. The league can all go lick this guy's sweaty butthole!
"Do you have braces?" He slowly made his way towards the bed. "The last one had braces. They leave scratches." It sounded like he wanted the answer to be yes.
The closet made a creaking noise, and he turned to it. He opened the closet door and grunted in disappointment. Ălaug heard the scratching of hangers sliding around on a metal pole and clothes being shifted around. Interrupted suddenly by a thump, then a second, smaller pair of bare feet land on the floor behind him as he trips forward into the closet. Ălaug uses the opportunity to run out from under the bed and slice his exposed ankles. He screamed and swore at the top of his lungs but only for a moment before Ălaugs knife was taken from her and stabbed straight into the man's neck. The other girl. She stood there holding the knife in place and covered in blood. She was obscured in the darkness. The man jolted an arm, and Ălaug took the chance to leap over to the other girl, grab the knife, and repeatedly stab him in the throat again. She felt a pain in her cheeks. She brought a hand to her face only to find that she couldn't stop smiling. Like this was her life's greatest accomplishment. The other girl took her hand and they left the room together.
In the light of the living area, she could properly make out the girls' features. She had medium brown skin and darker brown currly hair with a few broken butterflies clips in it. Her greenish brown eyes were full of tears and snot poured from her upturned nose. She examined Ălaug too. Her eyes darted from her straight, dirty blonde hair to her narrow chin and down to her slightly oversized PJs held together with a headband around her waist.
"I'm Nadia. You?"
"Ălaug, it's Owl like the animal Au like in bird and ends with a soft G."
"Oh, ok, um, Nadia is like, ah.-"
"It's fine. I can remember Nadia." Ălaug pointed at Nadias loose jersey. "You on one of the teams?"
"Nah, Mama Crieo had me wear this to get into the hotel."
Ălaug looked down at the logo on her own top. "Oh, you're an assassin, too?"
"Uhm, no." She looked at Ălaug with a bit more scrutiny this time. "Who were you here to assassinate?"
"Gord Keener, a politician, I don't know what he did, can't be as bad as that guy." She gestured back to the unconscious man bleeding out behind them.
Nadia narrowed her eyes. She pointed to a suitcase on the floor. Ălaug walked over to it, and Nadia followed, still refusing to let go of her hand. Ălaug checked the bag tag from his flight. "Keener"
"Oh, well, that worked out nicely then."
"Nicely? Are you - " She sighed." Never mind, we should get out of here." She holds out her blood-stained jersey. "He probably didn't have spares in our sizes."
Nadia hated the plan. Staying in the suite with a dead body while Ălaug climed down to get extra clothes was the absolute last thing she wanted to do, right after having to use their assailants grown man shoes to step in more creep blood to obscure their distinctly child sized bloody footprints. She finished shortly before Ălaug got back, wearing two pairs of shorts and to jerseys, and two pairs of sneakers slung over her shoulders. They left the clothes near the body and snuck out using a keycard Nadia had found during her cover-up.
"Olie!"
They were almost to the front door when that same parent chaperone spotted them.
"Olie! Get back here!" She ran towards them. And they sprinted as fast as they could, but it was no use. "Olie, we were worried sick. How did you even get out?" She held tight onto Ălaugs wrist.
"I thought your name was Ălaug." Nadia remarked.
"So, did, I." Ălaug snarked.
"This isn't funny. You're coming with me." She started walking back, dragging a resistant Ălaug behind her.
Nadia watched on horrified, a million thoughts rushed in and out of her head, and she did something she never thought she would.
She bit the woman's hand.
It was shocking enough that they both could escape out the front door without being caught.
They stopped in an alley almost three blocks away to catch their breath.
"We need to find a thrift store, catwalk around wearing a recognizable team logo." Ălaug suggested.
"Ok," Nadia pulled a battered looking leather wallet from he pants pocket. "20, 40, 60, 80, 90, 100, 5, 10, 15, 20, 25, 26, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12. We have one hundred and thirty-two dollars. Hope they have coats in our size, or at least thick hoodies." She picked out the ID and credit cards. "Mama Crieo says to never take the cards because they can be tracked." She slips them into a nearby drain cover.
"I can't believe I didn't think to take his money." Ălaug looks fondly at Nadia. "That must be why people commit crimes with partners."
The elderly woman who owned the diner they'd hidden behind very helpfully gave them directions to the nearest second-hand store not owned by Debra, to whom she apparently refused to send business. The store she sent them to was perfect. The kids' section was huge, and they were even able to find somewhat matching overalls. Score. Ălaugs were mossy green with leaves mushrooms and caterpillar embroidery, paired with a pale yellow bell-sleeved blouse, winter stockings, and black Mary Jane shoes. Nadias were a light pink to orange gradient with butterflies and peach blossom branches, paired with a white long sleeved t-shirt, pale pink winter stockings, and black boots. The hoodie selection was less interesting but they found a purple one with a dinosaur on it and a black one with some stars on the back.
At the counter Ălaug quickly ran off and brought back one more item. A pack of butterfly hair clips that she presented to her friend with a smile. They were different from the ones Nadia had, or, the two that were still intact. Her old ones were semi transparent and had round wings. These new ones were glittery and had more square-ish wings. But they were perfect anyway. The price came out to 73CAD and 1 cent. The cashier was nice enough to ignore the one cent so they wouldn't have to carry a bunch of change with them.
Nadia counts their money again after they leave, 59CAD, more than enough for two lunch packs and train tickets. The plan was to go back to Mama Crieo since Henry probably wasn't going to give her a ride back now.
Train tickets for under 12 are 10CAD each, prepackaged sandwiches are 4CAD each, and since somehow water costs money in this country, two water bottles were almost 3CAD, leaving them with only 28.32CAD left.
"Back home water is free." Ălaug sat cross-legged in her seat.
"Where is that?" Nadia opened her bottle with a little fizz, she picked the strawberry flavored sparkling water. She wanted a soda, but Ălaug told her the salt in it would only make her thirsty again.
"Ăsland." She reminisced. That's where her home is, where her grandparents are, her classmates, and where her, her parents, and brothers should all be. "We were on vacation, my mom and dad, Bölverkur and Böðólfur, my brothers." Ălaug noticed the confusion on Nadias face. "They were twins, böl means to do something bad, and verk means work or action. Böð means, like, a message about danger or inviting evil, and Ăłlfur comes from Ășlfur meaning wolf. So Bad do-er and Evil message wolf."
Nadia chucked a bit. And so did Ălaug, for a short moment, but it quickly turned to tears.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to laugh, they're perfectly good names." Nadia tried.
Ălaug wiped her eyes. "No, it's fine. Ăi, They're probably dead, is all. But it's OK, it doesn't hurt as much as before." She sniffled.
Nadia looked down thinking of a way to change the subject. "What does your name mean?"
Inhaling, she tried to steady herself. "Ălaug is a combination of ĂĄlög meaning curse or enchantment, and laug meaning pool. So, a cursed lake. All Icelandic names have some kind of meaning. My dad once got me a book with all the parts of names explained. Like, ĂŠ, laug is a pretty common end for a girl name, then there's also Ey meaning island, RĂșn meaning seacret or friend, DĂœs meaning fairy or goddes or some kind of magical woman. For boys' names, there's Ălfur and Ălfur, both mean wolf, ĂĂłr God of thunder and lightning, protector of the courts, and those who work the land, Vin meaning friend. There's a whole bunch of them. A lot of starts to, you could pick any of the common starts of a name and a common ending of a name and put them together.-"
That wasn't the end of Ălaugs speech,she actually talked about Icelandic naming conversations for almost an hour, and Nadia did not try to stop her. She didn't even remind her to eat her sandwich.
There's way too much of this, so I'll reblog with the second half.
The other fic is Jasmine Al-Ghul
Translations
"Ă vĂti finn Ă©g loksins friĂ°"-> "in the void, I will finally find peace."
"Ăg slapp frĂĄ forrĂĄĂ°amönnum mĂnum." -> "I escaped from my guardians."
(Ignore my rant in the tags)
If the Lazarus Pits are ectoplasm, what happens if someone throws blood blossoms in one?
#gord keener is the most canadian name google could give me. gord is apparently a common name. and keener is slang meaning suck up.#i made everything about him as stariotypicaly canadian as i could#it was supposed to be just the laziest way to make an unimportant character but now i kinda like him#gord might show up in some of my other fics. hes part of the roster now. just an easter egg that no one will know to look for#oc#dc oc#dp x dc au#dp x dc crossover#can you tell that people mispronounce my name a lot? i hate it so much. its litteraly two syllables and both of them exist in English.#i didnt name her efter myself btw my name is easier to pronounce than hers but for some reason people always#replace the G with a K and the âAâ with and âEâ. i always have to specify âit ends with âAâ like the first letter in the alphabetâ#sometimes i even have to tell them that no icelandic girls name ends with the sound âEâ and neither do any boys names here.#and yet i keep having to repeat myself. over and over to the same person. because it just does not go through#danny phantom#dp x dc fanfic#fanfiction#fanfic#that scene took me several days to write. i had to take so many breaks in between. during those breaks i worked on clone danny.#i had to use CLONE DANNY as a pallet cleanser. specifically the bedroom scene there. because thatones so cute and wholesome. whereas this#one makes me not want to have skin. just wanna peel it all off. only thing that could overpower the pain in my soul.#info dump#im pretty sure ive put a charecter going on a long rant in every single one of my fics.#your honor they are autistic
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